I guess it all started a week ago, I thought sod it I’m just going to do it. I’ll apply for a job abroad.

As the week went on I applied for more and more jobs and the pipe dream turned into a full blown dream. I started having some hope, that maybe this is my way out

The issue is, that I’m a very impatient person. I need results straight away. Instant gratification. And I’m not getting it at the moment. I’ve applied for so many positions and I’ve not had a response yet.

I let my self believe, dream and hope…